"Y'all smoke to enjoy it. I smoke to die."

ew

stolen from @butterbeer-addict
 
FAVORITES ♥(:
1. What's your favorite candy?
I just like all food.
but specifically, I like hershey's bars and M&Ms.
 
2. Whats your favorite snack?
probably baked potato chips. Or pirate's booty? It changes based on my cravings.
 
3. What's your favorite meal?
Chinese Food from Haiku. YUM.
 
4. What's your favorite color?
red
 
5. What's your favorite song?
Radioactive by the Imagine Dragons
or Teen Idle by Marina and the Diamonds
 
6. What's your favorite TV show?
Awkward.
 
7. What's your favorite store?
I love urbanoutfitters with a burning passion
And since there's one a few blocks away from school I get to go shopping there all the time.
 
8. What's your favorite thing to wear?
leggings + an oversize sweater + a beanie + converse
 
9. What's your favorite sport?
horseback riding obv
tennis too I like watching tennis
 
10. What's your favorite website?
tumblr
http://www.jacewaylend.tumblr.com/
http://www.soulmeets.tumblr.com
woot woot
 
THIS OR THAT ♥(:
11. Apples or Oranges?
oranges probs
 
12. Light or Dark?
dark
 
13. Rain or Shine?
shine
 
14. Polka Dots or Stripes?
most likely stripes.
 
15. White or Black?
black
 
16. Mom or Dad?
GOD BECAUSE HE IS MY TRUE FATHER.
 
17. Coke or Pepsi?
neither I hate soda
 
18. Facebook or Polyvore?
UGH.
I'm semi-addicted to Facebook
But Polyvore is my escape..
I DUNNO.
Probably Polyvore.
 
19. Jeans or Sweats?
depends on the day.
if it's a lounge-around day, then sweats
if I'm going out, then jeans
 
2O. Pastel or Neon?
*cringes*
neon I guess?
 
WOULD YOU RATHER, TRAVEL VERSION♥(:
21. Go to Paris, France or Rome, Italy?
Rome, Italy. I'm a total history geek and I'd want to go see all the ancient Roman sites.
 
22. Go to New York or California?
Well, I live in NYC so...
Cali I guess?
 
23. Go to England or Australia?
England
 
24. Go to Canada or Mexico?
canada because although it's boring, mexico is sketchy
unless it's cancun then I'd go to cancun
 
25. Go to Hawaii or Alaska?
Hawaii. Although I'd probably get horrifically sunburned..
 
Your most embarrassing memory?
WAY TOO MANY, ugh.
 
50. Your most fun memory?
Dunno... I don't really have a 'most fun' one.
 
51. Your worst dream (aka nightmare)?
my family was kidnapped and being executed in front of me and I couldn't do anything but stand and watch them die.
 
52. Your favorite dream?
ones in which I jump off a building.
The adrenaline and thrill is fun.
 
53. Your most embarrassing dream?
TOO PERSONAL TO SHARE.
 
54. Your weirdest dream?
there was one where @julia-elizabeth was dressed in a banana suit... that was probably one of my weirdest.
 
55. Your coolest dream?
Ones in which I die. And thrilling ones.
 
QUESTIONS ♥(:
56. How many siblings do you have?
2, a younger brother and sister.

57. How many kids do you want?
Two, I think. A boy and girl named James and Lily.
 
58. Do you want to get married? If so, how old?
Yes, probably around 28/29ish.

59. Do you have or had any pets?
I have had 3 fish and 2 hermit crabs. I currently have a dog and a turtle.

60. Do you like pie?
If you don't like pie, you need to reevaluate your life.

skins uk > everything else
 
i think i am cassie ainsworth. minus the whore part.

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Haha, that's why this set sucks.

haahahahhahaahah

Demons // The Imagine Dragons
 
{Made in the polyvore app, btw. That's why this is such a horrible set.}
 
Oh god. Winter break has been terrible, yet I never want school to start.
I've changed. I think this was the last straw for me. I trust too easily and I'm betrayed too often. Who do I trust anymore?
I don't feel happy. In fact, after the dumbass decision that I made on Wednesday night, I feel like a reckless idiot. Which I probably am.
I just want life to be easy and for everyone that I've ever been close to to just move to Australia and let me start new.
Life is overrated.
I just wish there was someone I could really trust and go to advice for, because I don't even trust my supposed "best friends". They've betrayed me all too often; who's to say they won't do it again?
Ugh, it's getting late and I could really use some sleep. Goodnight.
I hope everyone had a happy New Year's, by the way! And a good Christmas and everything :)

Lily Collins is perfect.

It's where my demons hide,
It's where my demons hide.
They say it's what you make
I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul
I need to let you go
Your eyes, they shine so bright
I want to save their light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how.
 
Demons // The Imagine Dragons
 
This week was rough. Christmas just passed (yay!) and I got a really nice camera, among some other nice stuff, which was lovely :) (To list a few things, I got purple Hunter boots, a Coach wallet, a supersoft vest, and some new horseback riding pants. YAY!)
 
But aside from Christmas, there's this girl - she calls herself my best friend. But I dunno, I think she's poison. She ignores me and blows me off and acts like I'm dirt, and I hate being belittled by her. So last night was kind of emotional, where I went through the process of 'letting her go' and 'accepting how she can't be a part of my life'. (i.e. defriending her on Facebook/deleting every single comment&post/unliking everything. Basically if you didn't know us, you'd never have thought we knew each other.)
I screenshotted some of the mean things she's said to me. They include:
"You are an embarrassment to humanity."
When I asked her if she wanted to hang out, her response was, "ew no."
Upon telling her that I have 2 friends at school, she replied "Do you like your 2 friends?"
Dunno what the point of screenshotting those were. Maybe so if I confront her, ever, I'll have proof?
Other than those, though, I've basically deleted her from my life.
Ugh. It's been a pretty shitty day.

So I bare my skin
And I count my sins
And I close my eyes
And I take it in
I'm bleeding out, I'm bleeding out for you.
 
Bleeding Out || The Imagine Dragons
 
ACK I LOVE THIS SONG.
Also, Alexandra Daddario is perfection.
 
CHRISTMAS IS COMING SOON!! I've barely had time to think about Christmas, exams just finished.
This week was so stressful, I'm so glad it's over.
Also, I found out this week that I literally cannot survive without Starbucks at least once a day.
 
The Winter Formal was on Thursday night. It was certainly something.
I brought this guy as my date because he asked me and I didn't want to say no (he's so short though, he's 5 foot and I'm 5'9) but I literally only said one word to him.
All of the seniors and some juniors, sophomores, and even some of the freshmen in my grade were wasted. Apparently, they spiked all of the refreshments at school too.
Some girls in my grade thought my friends and I were all drunk, too.
Afterwards, we went with a bunch of girls in my grade and guys from our 'brother school' to Shake Shack/McDonalds, and we basically roamed the streets of New York City at 12:00 AM. It was exhausting, but kind of fun too.
I'm just glad that I'm home and able to sleep.
 
ON ONE MORE NOTE: Does anyone else have a Dragonvale? Because IT'S THE MOST ADDICTING THING EVER. I LOVE IT SO MUCH. Haha, it's literally the only thing I do during Geometry class :)

Oh, oh, trouble, trouble, trouble.
 
Hmm. I don't usually like Taylor Swift, but I like this song.
AGH EXAMS ARE THIS WEEK I'M PANICKING. WHAT IF I FAIL.
Oh, and the winter formal is this Thursday, and we're supposed to bring dates.. Unfortunately I don't have one. No surprise there.
Well, it's 1:30 AM, so I suppose I'll head to bed.
Nitey nite :)
 

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